Laugh Now Cry Never...

You are creeping and I think you are a faggot!

And I said hold on to this breath
For we don’t know when is the last time we will say goodbye
I gaze into the darkness of your brown eyes
And feel familiar feelings
A touch we once knew
An emotion we outgrew
And a love that is on the verge of being lost
I will sell my soul whatever the cost
A price I will pay
Just so I know you will stay
So I can love you tomorrow
And not just for today

I remember when we were happy
I remember staying up all night talking
I remember hating to say goodbye
I remember the warmth of your hugs
I remember the sweet taste of your lips
I remember I admired you from afar
I remember I was too shy to talk to you
I remember your beauty everyday
I remember your lame jokes
I remember when we thought alike
I remember our stupid arguments
I remember your gorgeous smile
I remember your favorite quotes
I remember the little things you say
I remember all of your dreams
I remember all of your goals
I remember our first date
I remember our first attraction
I remember our first kiss
I remember the person you still are
I remember I used to make you happy
I remember….what now?

Nobody wants to feel like they are losing grip of things that mean most to them. Nobody wants to feel like their friends and loved ones have turned their back on them. Why do I feel this way? I am trying to change. I am trying to be a better person but sometimes I feel as if this world is not for me. I’m different. I don’t like to be judged & I sure as hell hate the feeling of being disliked by people who have shared no more than 2 sentences with me. Guess they were right? I am no good, I’m a hoodlum, I’m a Satan worshipper. Get passed my appearance and you will find out I am a great guy and extremely likable. Quickly judge me and I’m labeled as an asshole and a waste of time….